Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Living In The Past...

I have a memory like an elephant if I've felt slighted in any way. I tend to hold grudges and "carry bags" around from situations or people that have had a negative psychological impact on me, however great or small. I've tried to curb it, but it just doesn't seem to want to go away... I don't know what to do to about i, but I'm trying to channel it into something positive, because it's rather excessive to me and I'm actually ashamed to admit it. I can still be cordial to the person, or act politically correct in a situation that reminds me of the time when, etc., but... I just wish I knew how I could turn it into something else. Like maybe... when i'm taking a test? :/

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