Tuesday, August 18, 2009

The Transition... As I Grow.

I've been in Atlanta for the past week and I've spent a lot of time alone (which I didn't think I would be doing, being that I used to live here and have a number of family and friends here) BUT since I have met so many positive people for each day that I've been here, and shared intimate and profound conversations with, (I mean EVERY single day that I've been here!) it just shows how much I've grown and how I am attracting all of this love at a time when I'm yearning for a relationship like never before. I was actually living in the Sunshine State, comfortable, lovely, at the end of my military contract, when I decided to re-up and go overseas to look for what I've been missing in my life: a husband. I do not want to put too much pressure on this man or on myself as a wife or on the sanctity of marriage, I just know that I am ready and I am willing and I am ABLE. And that the time is nigh and I feel really good about it because I've been waiting on this ALL of my life... because of the people that are being led to me, and through these experiences, I have been able to make connections as I never have. With strangers. At deep levels. So I can just imagine my ability to have love and build stronger relationships with those that are already in my life! It is coming and I am excited. I have been building myself up to be a strong woman already, but if I have no one to share it with, what's the point... If i have no one to pass it along to, what's the point.... I am self-motivated but a partner will help me grow even MORE I know it. Now where are you, you've been hiding all my life!!! =)

Wednesday, August 12, 2009


When I create my family, I will be DONE moving. I think I keep moving around so much because I am looking for someone to create one with.. or maybe my true calling? I've moved around every few years since I was 16. Now I'm 28. Shit's getting old. It's no longer any fun. I don't like being the new person and I really don't feel like making any new friends..... (SIGH) Italy here I come. And you better be worth all of this.

Monday, August 3, 2009

It Hurts Sooooo Good!!

I had a really good cry today... life can be such a bitch!!! But hey, what doesn't kill me will make me stronger! I just want to share with the world that I KNOW I am a product of strength and endurance and everything will be all right. =) ....Hello World!!