I turned 30 this year and like most other American females, I began to think that my clock is ticking... I've never been married or even been pregnant, ON PURPOSE, but yet I still feel like a failure in a sense.. I have a good career being in the Army, but I HATE HATE HATE what this organization stands for and what I have to deal with everyday, how rude people are and the pointless craziness that I have to endure.... so after looking into my beloved astrology, I learned that my Saturn Return is in full effect, and these feelings are normal, as is my cultural breeding, (having me think this way!) So I am taking a stand and changing my mind... I think that I should get out, move back to the ATl, where I once was and where I had planned on staying, but this time i am going to do it right!!!
Maybe there is a shortage of good black men, but I personally know 2 women who have found love amidst all of the shortage and seem to be quite happy...
I think I am going to go for what is in my heart and align it with what's in my mind.... am ready for new beginnings and I want to live my life for ME. That's why i haven't married or had any kids yet, because I'm still trying to figure out what the hell I am going to do with my own darn self.... so, ... in honor of my German getaway... *toasts w/ Konig Ludwig Weissbier (HELL)* "To Life And Living It To The Fullest!" And in honor of my Italian home until a year from now "Salud!" & "Auguri!"
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Thursday, August 25, 2011
It's Been Awhile!
....I have been SO busy trying to navigate my career, figure out who I am, travel Europe and finish my degree, that I have not been here to express myself in well over a year.. but it feels good to be back! I have a fresh new outlook on life, I've learned valuable lessons, and because of these things, I feel a lot more alive! I am in love, I am focused, I have narrowed down my new career paths... life is GOOD... My family is well, my health is fabulous, and I am working on my relationship with God.. I wish the same for you & yours!
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